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So wait, people have spotted him and France and Italy unofficially this year, but officially in November he’s been to the USA, going on route66. The articles I read constantly mention: “he did everything himself”; drive, wash clothes, make noms and so on.

Guess the camera crew was out ‘scorpion hunting’ somewhere in the desert. hahaha. If this one is at least half-a-real (not so much tv, but true to himself) I commend him: I joked about him travelling by himself xD. I thought I was the only one being that nutsers!

kyaaaaaaaaaaaa ♥

*coughs* Okay, I shall return to the thirty years old that I am. Think I’ve been following his career for 6 going on 7 years now. All I can say is: ever since a year or two there has been a huge change in this man and I quite like it! I like the new Yamashita! The road to transformation is indeed no easy one, but then I think he’s still lucky he can take off as much time as he wants. I fear I had and have no such luxury, and looking at economic prospects it’s basically depressing. I wonder if the ‘haters’ realize what he must have been going through. Something that’s probably described as ‘cramped feeling, weight on chest’. Until you had that for months, perhaps years; it will be hard to understand.

I read Yamashita’s jweb today and thought: “Now it’s becoming extra interesting to watch him”. Ever since I discovered Pluto was going to over the ASC/DESC axis, as described here, I knew we would be going through similar processes. His is ahead by one degree though, so by watching him closely I may get to understand better what’s waiting for me. Heh ^o^ only mine is not visible to the public eye. Another thing I’d like to say is that it’s not a thing “that just begins” over a couple of months time, it’s something that is an accumulation of years and starts 5 degrees before the axis is reached with ease. So, I’d say it takes at least 2-3 years to get to the point where he made the decision to break with news. If I look at my own Hades adventure so far, I frown a little when I see the fangirls go bonkers and chastise him for it. A crisis like this and realigning focus is not nothing to carry around. Great insecurity and mental anxiety accompanies it.

“I want to get closer to nature” (= I want to get closer to my own nature). That’s not a new statement from Yamashita, now you know;)

In a sense I think my path was a little bit different; for a lot of reasons. Culturally of course, there’s a big difference. Next to that, I have always had this innate drive to just “go do what I like” and seek full authenticity in my life. In the past 2-3 years I’ve also come to realize a lot of people respect me for that and a lot of people also get very scared being confronted with me because I confront them with what they have left behind while I continue to persevere. It’s almost bizarre. The only thing is, which Yamashita probably will recognize himself, you always grow too fast before realizing the jacket truly doesn’t fit anymore. “Daite Senorita” when that one was a long time ago. To know exactly what’s going on doesn’t make you any less scared. That last thing is certainly an issue I need to work on myself. When quite a fearless woman starts to tell people that, you know this sh$t is serious.

I’m looking forward to “Ending planner”, truly wonder what kind of formula they’ll be going for xD. “It’s not morbid!”, he said. Depends on the definition haha. The topic fits quite nicely to the theme.

I like the long hair, but, somehow I doubt he’s going to keep that for very long. xD.

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