Da comrad! Let me tell you about something that I knew for a longer time, but recently resurfaced.

I ask a guy, “Do you know something about [fill in the technology]?” in the hopes I can pick his brain for all he has in there. Then a lot of guys say: “Yes, I know that”. So I start to talk and asking questions and then…

Well it seems they meant to say “I’ve heard about it”.

USELESS!

Made me go through all that trouble formulating a question to find out it’s FOS. Don’t worry, guys amongst each other do that too. It’s not _only_ because I’m a gurl but certainly they’re more prone to give answers like that. It’s because apparently this is efficient for them.. and their ego’s. You should watch them go around their way to go around their way of each other when that happens. Funniest shit ever. Sometimes I think I live to lol another day just for this. Aaahhh! A type I never want to understand, this type of guy. I always think, if you’re going to do that make sure you really know you have some info’s I wants. In the meantime, I go ask sysman. Sysman always knows, even if he doesn’t want to. That’s why his standard answer is “NO”. lol. New sysman I know can stay silent on the phone for 5 minutes. Bloody hell, that’s a record. Eventually he answers some dumbass question you asked that’s not work related with “less than enthusiasm”. I can’t help but start to smirk and giggle and say “Duuuuuuuuuuuude, you crazy”. Always so surprised to see them light up like a candle. (…) Nah, I’m not from this planet. ~alienmodus~. Sysman’s always warm up to me, even if the answer is still “No” (#38).

ROFLMAO. My old boss mailed me on an address that leaves to think about. You know, the maaneeja Feles-kun ™ will grow up to be like, whether she likes it or not. Okaeri, sempai! Nice excuse to check outs what I’ve been up to.

What have I been up to? Dawg! What ELSE than make everyone at technocats bloody insane by being my old anal retentive self! My new butthurt?

Feles-kun ™: “Should I write that up for the upcoming meeting X and for reference?”
Maaneeja who is not my maaneeja response: ***…. silence…. and a painful doubting look….***

I’m unsure what the motive is for that, other than: “If I say yes, I can no longer say it wasn’t what we needed or that makin’ paper is useless which I sorta said not too long ago. *sweatdrop* Saying no in this case wouldn’t be bright either.”

YES? NO? YES? NO? Make up yu’r minds! I’m aging here! Oh wait, aging is good for engineer Barbie. So first I should simply “do” asin “I should know” what needs to be done ~as lowly appman~ and then I “do” something and I end up hearing birds chirping in the background. Rattamahattamahwtf. So much for intimidating me into that one. Nothing I haven’t seen before, ne sempai? That wasn’t you though, that was other Cap’ns “The Artful Bullet Dodger’s” specialty and he’s way worse. How’s the big cheese, Blitzmeister A? Has he attempted to put another bra on his head to find the new ME? I wish him good luck, he’ll never find someone with the same insanity level ever again. I guess luck is on  lolcat hospital’s side.

In any case, I’m not even beginning to start a war on chaos at technocats. It’s a tummy ache for them. I’ve already given up on education, since it’s a useless effort with unwilling students. I call it that but, I really mean that it’s hard for me to do my job properly if  I need to do it “the chaos way”.  I’m now using mental yello stickies with “DO NOT TOUCH, h00min” on stuff I… sort of… made myself responsible for in the total lack of any direction. Hey look! Another thing I’m absolutely great at. Wonder when I’m going to be bored? In any case, the input is still fun. I like trying and poking at difficult reports.

Other than that, trying to compensate for the lack of a boyfriend by spending my time usefully after work. Commercially as well as for ideals. It’s going to be a looooooong long time before that starts to show I reckon. Never was a woman of overflowing optimism. Only painfully humorous realism. Tell my favorite sysman’s and my significant other half I said hi.

I celebrated it last Saturday with friends. Still waiting for the pics of the monster pizza I made. lol. It was even more huge than usual since we have new tin to bake it in. It was ridiculous size, so nao I can feed 6 people all at once. Honestly, 29 is a strange age. I joke around everywhere going: “Hahaha, one year before final write-off”. Usually that offends the older people though. But what do they know? They have someone to exchange dental pieces with when they’re 65! And I don’t. *sob*. Men! Absolute fruitcakes. I could feed them, make them laugh until they choke on it and have some interesting stuffs to say on how to improve, what is good and what is bad on their newest venture, AND a bunch of *** more that is not rated PG  but definitely beyond. In the end, I’m lacking the same inputs. More of that than what you just thought little hentai!

Never ask this gal straight up what moves her world ok? XD. You know how addicted I am to informaciuns! Informaciuns = LIFE. Oh well, it wasn’t my choice, it was ♣ Tutti Frutti’s ♣ choice entirely to leave me hanging.

Like I told Manu-chan lately, I’m already having the approaching 30 blues. Got about 10 years of a sense of humour left until they find me Dead in my Bathroom (DiB)! I joke about it nao, but I wouldn’t like to think I might actually get *depressed* again. Was I ever? No I was just angry until 25-ish. With reason. The only way I could go now is to eternal sadness from absolute boredom and having no way to get rid of that in my job, hobbies or extracurricular activities. Sounds familiar? Join the club for as long as I have the sense of humour to make you feel better.

I only promised myself one thing at 29: dare to accept me or Kiss My F*cking $ss where ever I go, love it or hate it. I don’t do “play dead, do nerd and roll over”. To doom and beyond, and I hope we laffs all the way. I truly am the devil.