Here’s one thing I have my stomach full of: some old gals and chaps saying “you can’t change the world”.
You know, it’s one thing to take someone as a naive idiot, it’s another to try and make them ‘just as miserable’. *beepin’ beep*. I’ve been looking at this for about 10 years, without faltering and without regret I say: it’s still *beepin’ beep*. And believe me, I did not get spared – specifically because I’m ‘one of a kind roaming around’ and going ‘eh hehehe’ at the first sign of it. It gives a whole new meaning to the word ‘epic fail’.
I did understand one thing though: because a lot of people fail to live today, I live in tomorrow. Tomorrow is the only today you’ll ever get served by me trying to run towards six feet under. Quite frankly, I’d love to give you a hand. *Hmmm* I enjoy that shit. Arrogant, isn’t it? Even at my lowest I can’t be corrupted. But that’s why my heart beats proudly in my chest and I don’t have to go find it somewhere in my shoes. This is something I know today, and isn’t somewhere in tomorrow. Like it was 15 years ago, 10, 5 and now.
I know that’s why people depend on me when I was not put there to be depended on, blocked to be depended on, and so on. My today is not my current today, but don’t even think I’m not serving tomorrow today because that’s my eternal answer to it. I hate quitters and one is going to know today and tomorrow how much they have quit themselves by just looking into my eyes. It always was and will be my purpose. My tomorrow is my today once I’m paid to do that and I will kick in every door, look under every rock, move any mountain taking hits left and right to get that done. If it wasn’t obvious by now, *raises pants* for the sake of not wasting my time don’t try me if it isn’t exactly what you want me to do for you.
