The title sounds dirty, or maybe it’s just friday night and I’ve seen enough testies at work for this week.
You have a strong determination to improve. But when such feelings sway, of course your family supports you, right?
“I absolutely don’t have such discussions with my family!! (Because) I don’t want them to worry and they can’t understand since it’s a man’s problem.
You know what I think? Who gives a shit what I think? Japanese men (as a generalized stereotype, I mention) perhaps have a tendency to feel special in their ‘manliness’ by excusing it as “not burdening the female members”. *cough splutter laugh*. How self punishing, and very fail. Okay, so not everybody does what I do to have some frame of reference to think from, but still. That’s a mighty funny way of putting it. *giggles* Pfew, I spent a few years trying to get back to this planet trying to be as happy as the rest of em, but unfortunately I was unable to believe (my own) crap.
Points for this one though:
And now I arrived at these answers: ‘This is my life!! So it’s ok if I do what I want!’, ‘I’ll only do what I really feel from my heart!’. Because we only live once, I no longer want to endure the things I don’t understand and accept!!
My kind of guy! That about sums it up, except for the fact that I still have the (dis)ability trying to understand. Perhaps it’s a chix thing, understanding what you can’t accept. No, not exactly… it’s an alien thing. ;) Succesfully separating the two no matter what = freedom. It’ll be easier with time.
“This is my life!! So it’s ok if I do what I want!”
I love reading this. I hope he will really do what he wants.
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I read somewhere that this interview was the most shocking one he ever made.
I wasn’t that shocked; he’s just saying “I want FREEDOM and I’ll get it myself”. He needs more bear meat as well
The one I’m more worried about is Jin. He said almost the same thing as Pi in this interview: http://yokumiz.livejournal.com/4661.html
But Jin sounds so hurt, so dissatisfied and disappointed.
The stupid girl that I am almost cried when he talked about the unreleased song he did with Crystal Kay.
I didn’t find it very shocking either. Perhaps there’s a cultural element involved? I don’t know.
I love that kind of attitude, since that’s what I have to live on “as the lone (female) wolf in the testies land of IT”, even more than what is usual if you catch my drift.
Regarding Jin’s bit, it would be wise not to overestimate the actual difference between Japan and the US when it comes to the ‘ease or freedom’ of the entertainment industries. Not because I know anything about it, but because the world is FOF (Full Of Fail). FOF has shoes on and is a constant obstruction consciously or unconsciously (US or Japan, it doesn’t matter). Not until he’s actually done it, will he know which FOF he’ll have to file in the archive – if that’s even possible. It would certainly be incredibly naive to merely think the US is “the land of opportunities”. I do wonder what happens if he’ll put “bear meat” behind all that talk;) I’m not sure what kind of foreigners he’s associating with, but if it isn’t people that have a feel for the “western style” of doing business that’s going to be real hard on him without any previous “reference”.
As for Pipi, my only worry is that when you refuse to understand you can miss a lot of things. It can also make someone a giant asshole (lol, this is not royalty but hai, from experience I can tell it also works in the short run). You cannot free yourself from something that you don’t understand. It’s not the same as accepting. So I hope he finds a good balance between that.